Anyway, we talked about the usual, the houses we both love in Charlotte. How we both want to make money. About the future, although nothing as concrete as we have in the past.
He also asked if I was doing ok. He finally caught on to the fact that I don't get out much in Raleigh. (I'm kinda over the bar scene and don't have fun with girls sober). He talked about how he's partying a lot, but that he wants to settle down. He also said that he likes to spend quiet nights in.
Then at the end he asked when I am coming to Charlotte (I know his sb is at the end of this month (it's in winter!). And then he asked if I was busy tomorrow (I have work 9-230).
No sex until I get more of a commitment than I want to go to State! I know him, he is a very sexual person (in a relationship love it, but I have to watch myself outside of a relationship).
I can't be with someone I think will abandon me when things get tough. What if I were to get sick again? What if we were to get married and he lost his job? (I am a very pessimistic person) But seriously, what if? He has only abandoned me when we were apart, but things have only gotten tough then.
No sex! I will get attached! No sex!
We'll see how long this lasts.
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