Tuesday, February 10, 2009

I know I read too much into things...

So I texted Sam this morning, asking if he was still thinking about going to state. Then I went to work. He said he wasn't sure and asked why. I said jw.
Two hours later I went on break and found three replies, 3 questions for me, including "Ryann, why did you text me?"
I think at that point he realized I was busy and didn't text me multiple times between break.
But we've been texting for nearly 12 hours, including when I was working and only texted a few times. 
We both like quality (something he mentioned several times, with the phrase you and i). I described my amazing apartment and he said he'd like to see it sometime.
He also changed his I dunno if I'm applying to state to I'm applying to UNCC and State. And just now from I'm applying to school or working to I want to stay in school so I can provide (he doesn't overly like his major (electrical engineering) it's all about him proving for his family. He's one of those unique early 20something guys who is more interested in being a family guy than getting around (or at least as interested in being a family guy as getting around at this point). 
He still hasn't mentioned his gf, which I am not surprised about. We'll just see how long he texts me for. 
I've decided I won't invite him down unless he is serious about me. I won't let myself get hurt this time. Last time we reconnected I didn't have feelings for him any longer, and any feelings that did develop I was able to keep this. This time I'm still in love with him, I won't let myself become vulnerable. 
But I am going to try to meet up with him when I go to the new IKEA in Charlotte, and try to go when he is on SB there. Get him to help me load my new furniture. Dress hot, in clothes I know he'll like.
Only time will tell... 

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