Wednesday, March 4, 2009

So maybe he was in love with me?

So I decided to reread my lj from the past 4 years, with a few entries that recap last fall. And I think he was in love with me, for a very short period of time. But he still developed strong feelings for me for a short period of time! 
The reason I think this is because he did say it. He said it during sex, but since he was already getting sex, why else would he have to say it? So the rest of the weekend it really could have been my imagination, but I felt closer to him. Or it could have been that I was holding myself back, and I finally let myself get closer. 
But the thing that I read that convinced me was what he told me before I drove home. He told me to text him when I got home. And I did and we texted for a bit, but then he disappeared for a week once he got back to school. (He told me this when I visited him during fall break. And he went back the next day, so something happened when he got back).
But I really do think he developed real, strong feelings for me for a period of time! 
So maybe he can again! After a period of time. And if there wasn't another girl.
Imagine if I was the only sex he was getting, when he is in Charlotte, and we are talking about me moving down there. We shall see!!!! 

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