Nothing for a week

So I haven't heard from him for a week. And I'm not bothered by it, at least not very much. I began a pill for depression and anxiety this week, with bad side effects. The dizziness and nausea are getting better, but I still have nervousness for a few hours after I take it. It's not quite an anxiety attack, although I am close right now, but my whole body is just kind of tense, I can't stop clenching my jaw. I'm seeing my psychiatrist again Monday, I'll talk to her then.

Anyway, so here is why I am concerned. I saw on Amanda's away message this past weekend that she was staying in taking care of her baby- either Sam or her dog. And nothing in reference to it since, in fact besides a photo post on her Facebook, there has been no activity, she hasn't even been online for a few days. But I'm sure if there was something seriously wrong with Sam she would have posted something.

Also, at the beginning of our last convo he said he came up to my hotel thinking it would happen, and that he doesn't hold it against me.

Also, with the vacation to Beaufort I said that I have no one to go with and he asked when I wanted to go. I do think he would like it. But he has a gf still. 

Anyway, back to studying so that I can pass this exam and move to Charlotte! Two weeks and 2 days until he graduates, and I see him soon after!