I hope things haven't changed

So I hope things haven't changed between Sam and I since we slept together. We had fun in the IKEA parking lot, it didn't feel awkward, at least not on my side. And I tend to look for awkward. 

But I have hardly talked to him since. I asked him to talk to me on my way out to my car on Friday, and after saying I would try anyway he said he was busy. I asked again on Saturday with no reply. I had a feeling I shouldn't try again, and I was right, apparently she had dinner with his family.

But I have never seen him freak out like that. I am worried about him. I am worried he'll stress out again and she'll figure it out. I just don't want him to get hurt. But I am hoping the guilt will get to him and he will break up with her, and he will get with me. 

But I am going to text him tomorrow afternoon, and just tell him that I am worried about him, I have never seen him like that. Also that he didn't have to worry about me. I won't tell her, and my perception of his feelings for me haven't changed. Also that I hope that still feels comfortable talking to me, that I am still here for him in any way he needs, and that I still need him to be my friend. And also that I am not only moving to Charlotte for him. My other reasons are important enough that even if he ended up in Georgia, I would still come to Charlotte this summer. But that I hope he would stay in Charlotte, that I still think it is in his best interest. And I think I'd also request that he unblock me. That e-mail is outdated, and not checked often. And that it would be nice to be able to send him messages on facebook, but that I would feel better not being friends with him, that I actually think it would be a better idea. 

This is a lot... should I e-mail this? I just did.